Staying Put
Well as you probably know by now I have decided not to leave and move to Philadelphia. I decided Thursday not to leave after a very emotional week that made me realize that despite that I hate Florida in general there are people here that I love so much that I couldn’t possibly leave them. While yes I have family up north and friends up there as well these people down here help make me who I am. They literally keep me sane even though I am pretty insane.
I cried so much Wednesday night and Thursday morning thinking, “am I making the right decision?” I ultimately decided that the people down here are too important to let go of. I would go up to Philly and would end up being depressed and coming back. So I might as well save the miles on my car and all the trouble. I truly believe this is the right decision.
I’m sorry to all my family and friends up north that were looking forward to me coming back. I know I picked a horrible time to make this choice but I just had to do what is going to make me happy. I really hope you all understand that and forgive me. I am going to try to come up and visit the same time my brother goes up so fear not.
So I am here in Florida for meantime. Probably going to look at getting a place with Lane and Chris, that would interesting to say the least. I really wish I would have realized all this sooner so it wasn’t so much all happening in a short period of time but my friend Mariah put it well when she said, “What a twist.” I guess I’m just one big M. Night Shymalan film.
